Thoughts and illustrations on living on the autism spectrum.
Sunday, October 21, 2012
Sunday, October 14, 2012
Maledicam de Spectro
In the chill of the night, as dark
as can be,
A haunted spirit wells up within me...
A haunted spirit wells up within me...
When that ol’ spotlight shines a little too bright,
When my sensory supper plate
overflows with weight,
Spooks a-poppin’! In my face, no stoppin’.
And I feel I begin to change...
My fingers, they twitch. My speech,
it garbles. My frenzied brain ‘bout to lose its marbles.
Can’t hide my confusion, gotta let out a growl,
What had been invisible, now announced with a howl!
Behold the cacodemon! Raw exposed
nerves,
Provoked by a world that intrudes
and swerves.
I must scream, must jabber, must flap, must curse!
Must throw, must blather, must sputter, and worse!
And all I encounter will flee with fright,
Till I’ve time to recover, like daybreak
from night.
So beware overwhelming my atypical mind,
Lest I flip like a switch from Jekyll to Hyde.
Though my curse brings me secret delight, you see:
For one fleeting moment, ‘tis they who fear me!
Labels:
fuzzysnussle,
sensory
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